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ahaha.
i fail.
uh, well wow. summer went by pretty fucking fast, it was intense.
I'm making this totally public now, ahaha i don't care.
I have a boyfriend, he's pretty much the best thing in my life. Hahaha yeah, I haven't been dating him long but he's pretty much perfect and awesome. and makes me ohsofuckinghappy it shouldn't be considered sane.
(:
not gonna lie, i'm pretty fond of him.
and.
X_X
it's sooo scary how fast i fell/am falling for him.
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i don't know if really love him yet..
but i do know it's pretty fucking close and it's like ABJHBTfrhygbtg.
ya know?
but.. i'm liking it.
(:
my classes bloooooow, i like english since i have it with zach and german is my favorite class.
ever.
hands down.
herr wong is so amazing. <333333
math is lame.
civics is funny, i fucking love brodill
science is okay, darling is funny.
intro to programming which is all about making computer web pages and shit is so fucking confusing.
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ahahaa.
i'm learning though, slowly but i'm getting there
i find it so fucked up i only have two female teachers, i'm used to ALL female.
fucking crazy.
ahahaha
but i am like a fucking ice cube right now.
DXXXXX
so i'll try and update some tomorrow?
hmmms.
- Mood:
cold
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I'm like so heart broken over this.
I ALWAYS have a good obession, they've started since I was in 7th grade and met Jared.
I love german people so Tim was the best, I had like 17 people who agreed and even though I only ever talked to him on myspace (I told him he smelled ORGASMIC walking in the halls and even though he wouldn't know me or have noticed me in the hallways at schule what did he wear cause it smelled so good) and then this cunt AJ told him all about me obsession and how creepy it gets, whatever, AJ is just JEALOUS I wouldn't WASTE MY SWEET TIME ON HIM.
hahaha.
bhjbkg
but yes.
tim is leaving tomorrow.
*sob*
i'm going to hunt him down in germany though in 3 years.
it's sitll weird schule was OUT yesterday.
it just blew by, i'm still like o_o i'm not a freshmen still?!
nhjbstg
wow.
idk.
i REALLLY need to pee.
but i just asked for this amazing fic on panicslashseek so yeah. amazing<3
hsbghj
i'm not sure.
i felt i should update this or something, been quite a while.
- Location:muh room
- Mood:
blah - Music:some amazing sweedish band called aplocypitica or something
in a long ass time.
I reallyreallyreally need to pee, like you guys don't even know.
lmfao, so now I'm like 'WTF. I rather sit here and write this when the only one who will read it/reply is Amu?'
I don't care though, I almost got fired today. Ronnie and Rich were supposed to come in and I missed screaming 'HI' to some customers as they came in so my Aunt was like 'Hunny, I'm only going to say this one more time. If Ronnie and Rich see you let people walk by, they're going to complain to me and probably say 'We don't want her working for you anymore'"
):<
why the fuck do I even have to greet them? I hate being screamed Hello at when I walk into a store. It's like 'stfu, i know what I want and why I'm in here. Leave me alone.'
hahah, ah my mommy just told me to set my clock ahead..
I don't know WHEN to do that though, it's 8:51 now.
..are we gaining or loosing?
I hope loosing, that means I don't have to work that extra hour and FUCK I FORGOT TO CLOCK OUT AGAIN!
god damn.
fuck.
anyway, if you read this, i hope it was a nice waste of you're time.
i reallyreallyreally love LM.C.
like more then the GazettE, Miyavi, An Cafe, Bou, Phantasmagoria(sp?) and any other japanese bands i've learned to worship.
kay, my bladder is going to explode in like 5attoseconds.
mdkjgnkt
i love ms. hill for teaching us that in science.
:D
*can't wait for monday, and absoutly hates saturdays/sundays right now cause she has to work*
tata<3
HIT ME UP ON AIM IF YAH CATCH THIS!
OHNOEEEEE.
SOMEONE'S IN MY BATHROOM!
ndktsgfk
*dies*
lmfao. anyone remember that?
you're swinging and then someone is like twining it wtih you and you're all
'GET OUT OF MY BATHROOOM, PERVE!'
lmfao.
you know?
ew.
i just got yelled at, fuck that shit.
i can't wait tillt he day my dad drops over dead.
he hasn't ever done anything for us.
and my mom is a nagging bitch but i'd be NO WHERE without her<3
anyway, aim =
then ceara said
- Location:bed room
- Mood:
cranky - Music:John --- LM.C
Meh, at school as I type this. I'm HIGHLY suprised they don't block this, but block myspace? I think this is more of a distraction. Like, honestly, all the slash?
I'm convinced a teacher will yell at me.
DAMN.
class coming in..
ahahhah, I don't wanna be thrown off/have someone from the office find me and be like,
"HEYYYY, CEARA! WHAT ARE YOU ON!?"
and I'll sit here and be like, GAH, NOTHING!
and ex-off.
I think.. Amy will be the only one to actually read this, shes the only person I actually know/talk to on here besides Jared, but I added him and he hasn't been on myspazzem since December 25th..
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I hope the butterfly isn't dead, whatever. I'm going to see how far I can get around on huuuur.
:D
♥
♥
P.S.
Cobra Starship = LOVELOVELOVE.
- Location:Schooolio
- Mood:
scared - Music:teacher yelling at Josh
i'm heading back to bed.
it's.. 12:36 and I was up all night talking to people on stickam.
lololololol.
- Location:my bed rooom.
- Mood:
amused - Music:Paul McCartney singing about christmas.
lololol.
Yeah, I don't do the whole 'Christmas' thing. Craig Mabbitt is MY GOD so of course, it's only fair to my reglion that I do the whole, Craigafermas.
lmfaooo, ungh, whatever.
no one will read this, but this is new FYI, my old LJ name was BITCH to remeber and spell and I hated it.
(:
I'm trying to get into the whole 'bearing your soul on LJ'.
Frankly, I find it hard.
LMFAO, funny how MCR comes on after that, lmfao com, frank.. hard..
AHAHAHH.
Okay, really, I'm done.
but uh, yeah, I'm Ceara.
and I'm a slash addict.
)':
quite sad, been going on since.. fuck.. '05?
whatever, I could give to fucks.
;D
add me if you read this, lovvie.
- Location:bed room
- Mood:
giggly - Music:The Sharpest Lives -- My Chemical Romance
